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16 septembre 2018

Pleasant weekend

Pleasant weekend
Very nice weekend. Journées du patrimoine hier et aujourd'hui. Film Burning avec Manue hier soir et aujourd'hui, pique nique avec Florence à la Cité U et visite de la Maison du Japon et de la Maison des Etats Unis avec peintures de Foujita et de Robert...
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30 août 2018

Break

Break
This morning I saw a shrink at the MGEN who listened to some part of my life, namely the rape, I told it and I cried, I'm happy to have got it out of my chest, it was difficult but necessary then I told her about my relations with men and the different...
1 juin 2018

Rebirth or ressuscitation

Rebirth or ressuscitation
Beauty of the earth. Very nice morning, petit déj à la boulangerie, beaucoup de personnes souriantes, je souris à la vie aussi. Des échanges tellement humains et plein d'amour. Sortie Viens Je T'emmène avec Caroline, humaine, chaleureuse, lumineuse, pleine...
5 avril 2018

Marseille

Marseille
I arrived in Marseille this afternoon by train from Gare de Lyon in Paris. The sunshine welcame me and it was very enjoyable, I must say. Doubts are coming back about what I should do, where I should go, how I should live, in a nut shell, become who I...
2 avril 2018

"If music be the food of love, play on" (Twelfth Night)

"If music be the food of love, play on" (Twelfth Night)
I feel moved. I had a very nice day, had a gouter at Manue's, a musical gouter, a chocolate fondue for Easter Monday by the way. She and her friend Paul played the piano, some beautiful pieces, Elegy from Rachmaninov, La Révolutionnaire from Chopin, La...
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4 novembre 2019

Nothingness and emptiness

Nothingness and emptiness
Scary and bewildering all that space, doing nothing and feeling guilty or feeling one needs to fill the gap, the nothingness of a lost love, from a lover, companion or else from a parent. That's what I sometimes feel, human I guess and just letting go...
9 décembre 2019

Endless ocean

Endless ocean
Loneliness rhymes with wilderness In the outskirts of the mind So bewildering all this emptiness I've never seen such a huge ocean No frontier, no limits, just endless Wouah, it I thought I would be blind But on the contrary the light is shining So loving,...
8 mai 2019

Seize the day

Seize the day
Dealing with suffering, the hardest thing to do, facing it, first of all and not denying it. Have been feeling a little bit scared for a few days, scared of going ahead, scared of not being for I am, but for taking the wrong path rather, but is there...
28 novembre 2019

Poetic mind

Poetic mind
Words can rime, they thus dance, free, light and bright Words have no meaning whatsoever but what one gives them Violence in verbs or deeds move and hurt Like exposed dirt Locking when suffering Openness, kindness, sharing and lightness, Smile, laugh,...
2 juillet 2017

Almost holidays

Almost holidays
My blog diary was born, just a few minutes, named a rebel got ink, an anagram of my full name. I searched for a proper name for like 3 days onwards before finding the one which suited me. A blog, a new job, at least a new place to teach in high school...
5 juillet 2017

Summer

Summer
Hi you, yesterday evening went to the end of the year "party" at Charlemagne's. It was nice and I was very happy to have been there although I was quite anxious to go beforehand. I saw Cat, she introduced me to many colleagues and fellow teachers. Cat...
27 août 2017

Sunset boulevard

Sunset boulevard
Nice warm day today. Started with some rain then sunshine and cooler in the shade yet quite stuffy as it's Paris. Had forgotten how uncomfortable it can sometimes be with no wind coming through the narrow streets and close buildings. Went to the Musee...
31 août 2017

Back to school's eve - beauty in human nature

Back to school's eve - beauty in human nature
Tomorrow is back to school for the us, teachers and I'm starting in a new position in the "prestigious" Lycée Charlemagne. The welcoming meeting is at the Bibliothèque des Jésuites, well I looked on the net to know more about this place, which is inside...
3 septembre 2017

Happy as a bird! Just seen almost all of Singing

Happy as a bird! Just seen almost all of Singing
Happy as a bird! Just seen almost all of Singing in the Rain with Gene Kelly, Debbie Reynolds and Donald O'Connor (with beautiful blue eyes), a great musical. To be honest, as far as I'm concerned, Lalaland's dancing scenes are a pale copy of Singing...
5 septembre 2017

So happy and so proud!

So happy and so proud!
I'm so happy and moved by all kinds of emotions. Life is a real gift and beautiful treasure. I started my first lesson in high school today, when I welcame a group of students from final year. It went well, they listened to me, I don't know why, but I...
21 septembre 2017

Elegy for the slow life

Elegy for the slow life
Fast, it all goes fast, I just want to press the pause button at the end of the working day and have time to organize my thoughts and my mind for the next days' lessons. Very good to be at the high school but 7 classes, it's a lot, although I do approximately...
22 septembre 2017

Diffiicult to run from classes to classes and to

Diffiicult to run from classes to classes and to
Diffiicult to run from classes to classes and to handle the stress created by fear or my body responses to fear. Some situations just engender fear without any reasons or some people I suddenly get to know better engender fear, fear of being judged and...
25 septembre 2017

Trust

Trust
Trust myself, trust others because everybody is human and deserves to be given compassion, empathy, trust and kiindheartedness. Forgiveness and gentleness in a soft and beautiful world. I am happy, I am lucky, I am not alone and I know I am worth loving...
27 septembre 2017

Breathing

Breathing
Slowlife, I advocate slow life and mindfulness although right now, I don't really find the time to experience fully what I advocate. Working life is keeping me very busy but I'm proud of myself because I take the time to relax or at least to take some...
1 octobre 2017

Nice day today

Nice day today
Getting better, and starting to breathe let go and do my best at work. Always a pleasure to listen to some hypnosis sessions on youtube, or meditations sessions as well. Very good ones being posted from some professionals among other things. Saw A yesterday...
16 octobre 2017

Peace and love

Peace and love
Longing for a haven of peace with the sea, the horizon and the beautiful blue sky above and some light shining from me. No, I'm not on drugs just visualizing and experiencing a peaceful state amid the city. Not obvious but completely possible and so soothing...
13 février 2018

Clear and infinite spirit

Clear and infinite spirit
Our spirit, pure, infinte, vast, our true nature. After difficult times, especially since I learnt that I'm going to be inspected, I completely lost my mind, so to say and got scared to death. The fear of the final judgement as if I were on death row...
23 mai 2018

All is well that ends well

All is well that ends well
I've never seen this Shakespeare's play. Many things happen everyday. I enjoy life and I finally let go of things, of thoughts. All my worries are gone, I live by the day, it feels good and I don't plan too much. I just do what I want to do and I follow...
24 mai 2018

Sophrologie

Sophrologie
Très bonne séance de sophro ce soir où va Florence, qui m'avait donné l'adresse et demandé à la prof si je pouvais me joindre au groupe. Groupe très sympa également. Did many things today, felt a bit depressed at the end of the day because on Tuesday...
25 mai 2018

Support

Support
Today was a very rewarding and knowledgeable day. About the job search and above all about myself or the way I have false beliefs and sometimes prejudices. The job search: I went to get my ID back at the Rectorat. I decided not to touch anything about...
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