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27 août 2018

Bien être et serenity

Bien être et serenity
Serenity, all that is left is just to be and to live with what I want to do, and what I need. No avoiding, respecting but also doing what I want and what I've dreamt of doing for such a long time. Trust in myself, self-esteem and la confiance en soi ne...
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4 novembre 2018

Fruity life

Fruity life
Lâcher prise - Letting go, bliss and wholeness. Very happy for I live, I accept and I let go, sometimes, I find it easier to explain how I feel sometimes, especially with the shrinks I see, I understand and weigh how much I find it hard sometimes to trust...
12 novembre 2018

Energy

Energy
I've been feeling very tired since this morning. Yesterday, we had a long walk with Seb, we walked for almost 12 kms. My body has been stretched, I feel like an elastic is no longer elastic. Yet my mind is functioning properly, I guess because everything...
27 novembre 2018

Love, love, love

Love, love, love
So moving and overwhelming to feel love, overwhelmed by all the love I see around me. I see suffering but also so much love in people, it's amazing, this force, this transcendental energy which can lift you up like nothing else. I start realising how...
7 décembre 2018

Serenity

Serenity
All is quiet on the western front, or inside. A feeling of inner peace regained, never lost but darkened by clouds that I had not let go, it feels so good to let things and thoughts go, to look at them and let them go, let them be and go as a cloud. Things...
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10 janvier 2019

Alive and aware

Alive and aware
Je m'autorise à me séparer d'un souvenir dont je n'ai plus besoin. I allow myself to get rid of a souvenir I don't need anymore. Je m'autorise à en faire le deuil, à m'en départir. It's good to tidy things and to allow oneself to let go of things, to...
23 janvier 2019

Anchorage

Anchorage
Spirituality and wellbeing in touch with oneself. I went to a very interesting political debate tonight. I'd subscribed online on the site legranddebat. A very interesting discussion between all the participants, with a very efficient, attentive and concentrated...
24 janvier 2019

Openness, discovery, marvelling

Openness, discovery, marvelling
I'm enjoying working for I'm learning many things, and I'm working with colleagues, well I ask for help when I need some but I reckon I'm doing quite well. I'm very grateful to my colleagues who help me, they are not always available, still they remain...
6 février 2019

Nostalgy - Inner child

Nostalgy - Inner child
Many emotions today, joy, wholeness, sadness, anxiety, fears, pride, self-confidence, auto parenting... I felt like crying so overwhelmed by all these emotions provoked, triggered by all the people I meet, all the things I do which sometimes cause me...
4 mars 2019

Freedom

Freedom
Doing some arrowwords, kind of struggling to find famous English names or surnames in English television or Engllish culture. Good that the internet helps me with it. Happy about my day, though tired. Went to the MGEN workshop this morning, always very...
4 octobre 2017

Peace

Peace
Paix, méditation et introspection, harmonie avec soi même puis avec les autres, paix intérieure et ouverture à soi-même et aux autres. Funny how it all came suddenly in French, I'd just read pages on a Buddhist centre in Paris I want to go to. They offer...
11 avril 2019

Relativity - wisdom

Relativity - wisdom
Taking some distance is a matter of practise as many things are by the way. At work today, I learnt many things, how people can be offended, sometimes I don't realise how I can upset or offend people, but mind you the other way round works as well. You...
26 septembre 2019

Sublimation

Sublimation
I've just read an article on sublimation. Ouah, I guess that's what I've been doing since I split up with Long. Remembering him as he used to be when I was in love with him, hooked on to him should I say, I guess, any hooking to anything or anyone is...
30 septembre 2019

The pleasure of drawing

The pleasure of drawing
I felt happy at work today and respected my rythmn, told Frederic that I didn't have the time when he offered to teach me something. And I didn't feel like asking him again or telling him I'd be available later, I wanted to concentrate on my work and...
6 février 2019

Treasures

Treasures
This morning, found a 1 c coin, offered Seb a coffee, gave a Mars (I'd found on the pavement yesterday) to a woman begger in the tube. Was lucky for I forgot one of my 2 bags in a velib's case, went to do some food shopping, realised that I'd forgotten...
9 octobre 2019

Hypersensitivity and (self) love

Hypersensitivity and (self) love
Tension rises and how to let it go, sometimes difficult not to feel lonely, it's funny cos' each time I write I remember I am not lonely I am with me, I feel lonely and it's difficult to feel that sometimes, I need to let go, to have felt love, truly...
19 octobre 2019

Unshared love

Unshared love
A feeling not shared and having been told so especially when we once shared something is heartbreaking. I've had my heart broken as we say twice, or so I thought for it's unbreakable, I guess, so strong it is and so strong I have been, regaining strength...
1 novembre 2018

Richness

Richness
I kind of panick when I don't understand something or when I realise I have doubts and don't grasp things, trying to concentrate myself and to understand or to do the thing I have to do, I realise it in knitting for instance. I also realise I understand...
12 juin 2019

In praise of solitude

In praise of solitude
A piano piece by Japanese composer Sakamoto Ryuishi, so beautiful and airy. Nostalgy about the past, nostalgy about the love I had for Long, too much love I guess, is there something as loving too much? Don't know, I guess the child's love, the love one...
20 novembre 2019

Talking, parler, such a beauty, love an eternal beauty

Talking, parler, such a beauty, love an eternal beauty
J'aime parler, j'aime dire, je me sens tellement bien quand je dis ce que je ressens, parler de son ressenti, exprimer sa pensée, s'exprimer, ai déjà oublié la signification du cogito, ergo sum ou comment il a été exprimé par Descartes. Trop philosophique...
22 juin 2019

Light

Light
Human relationships... endless stories, anecdotes, misunderstandings, love. As I stand looking outside my huge window, the sun is setting, I feel in New York, the view I have reminds me of Flat Iron Building and all the American buildings with Fire Exit...
4 décembre 2019

Courage

Courage
Success is not final Failure is not fatal It is the courage to continue that counts Winston Churchill's sentence takes all its sense and meaning for me at the moment. Feeling ashamed in my situation, feeling weak and vulnerable, so fragile, I need it,...
8 décembre 2019

Passion

Passion
Nice day today, I am happy to have what I have. Névrose d'angoisse, anticipation, ressentiments, que d'émotions douloureuses, qui font souffrir, le lâcher prise, l'acceptation, le pardon et l'évanouissement de la peur, la réaction à la violence de l'autre...
1 octobre 2019

Nice time

Nice time
I like it when everything flows, I take some distance and don't analyse, don't intellectualize for it doesn't change anything to what I feel, Why complicate when everything is so simple, I just live, that's life. I accept, I let go, I am conscious and...
15 décembre 2019

Courage

Courage
I feel so courageous and so proud of myself, je me sens vraiment courageuse et fière car j'affronte mes peurs et je continue, vous regardez votre passé avec courage et vérité, m'a dit le psychiatre vendredi quand je lui ai demandé ce qu'il pensait de...
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