A rebel got ink

11 septembre 2019

The magic of words

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05 septembre 2019

Thoughts and acceptation

The sky is dark It's night time I'm listening to the piano Thinking about making rhymes English is a language ready made for that Yet, it's not that easy to find Especially when I'm describing my current thoughts after a hard working day :-) So many things can happen in a day, in an hour, in a minute When one is aware Accompanied by so many emotions and feelings: tiredness, then happiness, joy, excitement, embarassment, irritation, impatience, joy cut by hurtful remarks or everything is a matter of perception, feeling,... [Lire la suite]
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27 août 2019

Conscience and wisdom

Beauty of life
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04 juillet 2019


What a day today?   Everyday is so intense in my life now, I feel so intensely whenever I'm in the world, I feel like a flower drinking the nectar of the day, feeling the waves, the intensity in each relation with someone else. My body is breathing, everything is bursting into life, an explosion of emotions and energy, life, I feel like everything is moving around me, I'm in a whirlpool in a round of interactions, playing, dancing, singing, speaking, reacting, looking, feeling, tasting, laughing, aching, smiling, expressing... [Lire la suite]
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22 juin 2019


Human relationships... endless stories, anecdotes, misunderstandings, love. As I stand looking outside my huge window, the sun is setting, I feel in New York, the view I have reminds me of Flat Iron Building and all the American buildings with Fire Exit ladders outside the buildings on the walls, I find them so characteristic of American city life and I love them. This morning, slept til 10 am but I don't really know if I slept that well for last night was the Music Festival and outside the music was on til late at night and so... [Lire la suite]
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18 juin 2019

No regrets

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18 juin 2019


Regrets I had a few but then again, too few to mention ... I did it my way. But then again I can't go backwards and back then what happened happened, what I did, I did. So be it. Thanks life for all these not so wonderful and so wonderful experiences I had, I simply am.
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12 juin 2019

In praise of solitude

A piano piece by Japanese composer Sakamoto Ryuishi, so beautiful and airy. Nostalgy about the past, nostalgy about the love I had for Long, too much love I guess, is there something as loving too much?  Don't know, I guess the child's love, the love one has and can't share.   Creativity is a way of sublimating one's own overwhelming emotions, I now understand how some artists must have felt overwhelmed by their emotions and having to translate them in words, in music, in painting, in art, beauty and love. I could... [Lire la suite]
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22 mai 2019


Difficultés parfois quand je projette. Ce que ce que les gens font ou disent me rappellent des blessures de mes parents le plus souvent qui avec ceux qu'ils ont pu dire ou faire notamment ne pas faire quand j'étais ado, c'est à dire m'accompagner, être présent et me faire parler ou voir que je souffrai, m'ont beaucoup blessé, mise en colère et attristé. Je me suis sentie ignorée, délaissée, abandonnée, rejetée, comme si je n'existai pas.  Je sais que j'existai mais la colère de mon frère prenait trop de place et ils ne se... [Lire la suite]
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20 mai 2019


   Merci, je suis là
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