22 mai 2019

Harmonie

Difficultés parfois quand je projette. Ce que ce que les gens font ou disent me rappellent des blessures de mes parents le plus souvent qui avec ceux qu'ils ont pu dire ou faire notamment ne pas faire quand j'étais ado, c'est à dire m'accompagner, être présent et me faire parler ou voir que je souffrai, m'ont beaucoup blessé, mise en colère et attristé. Je me suis sentie ignorée, délaissée, abandonnée, rejetée, comme si je n'existai pas.  Je sais que j'existai mais la colère de mon frère prenait trop de place et ils ne se... [Lire la suite]
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20 mai 2019

Caring

   Merci, je suis là
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15 mai 2019

Life is beautiful

We are all shining stars. How nice to live and be, and welcome all that comes, emotions, thoughts and let them all go.  How appeasing and wonderful. This morning, woke up not so early, stayed in bed with thoughts of all kinds and I realise how negative they can be sometimes, or rather past orientated and I just realise the past doesn't no longer exist even if I want it to, it'll never exist anymore, never be, but the present is and that's what matters, what is here and now.  It feels so good to feel oneself, live, be and... [Lire la suite]
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12 mai 2019

Opening already opened doors

How grateful I am especially when the path ahead of me is bright, claer and infinite.  That's how I feel right now. Not even opening doors but doors that were already opened and I continue my exploration, the discoveries inherent to the world, the richness of human beings.  Endless richness. We all have so much potential, energy and life within us, that's unbelievable and unbelievable how some people can reveal it to us, can reveal the obvious, can show us the obvious.   The sun comes back in the sky, literally... [Lire la suite]
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09 mai 2019

Freedom

Acceptation of one's own limits, freedom to life, to feel and to go ahead.  Power of life.
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08 mai 2019

Seize the day

Dealing with suffering, the hardest thing to do, facing it, first of all and not denying it. Have been feeling a little bit scared for a few days, scared of going ahead, scared of not being for I am, but for taking the wrong path rather, but is there a right path and a wrong path?  No, there are just different paths actually, but I have to take one, which one, there are so many and I need to engage myself which I do, I'm already engaged by the way.  Sticking to one's engagement and taking decisions is sometimes a puzzle and... [Lire la suite]
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06 mai 2019

The power of communication

How healing words can be, but most of all, be connected to oneself and the others, it all makes sense. Some anxiety about going back to work tomorrow but it all goes away and makes sense when I manage to express it, and not to analyse it but just express it, observe it and let it go.  So reassuring not to analyse everything but just live, feel and be.  Let the emotions be, go and pass. Today, at the Reurea workshop we saw M. Thoraval, so knowledgeable on all the possibilities to work as someone else than a teacher. ... [Lire la suite]
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