30 octobre 2018
Revelation to see that everyone feels, suffers, observes, acknowledges, trusts or not, has the right to or not and lets go. And still is different. No one person is alike however hard or she may try. Everyone has love and compassion except maybe psychopath but I think they represent a real minority. It's compelling to see that appear and shine in oneself as in others, to see the differences of mood, the letting go of things, the moving on of life, the rhythm and passing of one's life, each moment different,... [Lire la suite]
23 octobre 2018
I lost my mobile today, or somebody stole it from me. I rode a lot, more than 10 km. I saw Flobio and I also saw the doctor for a hypnosis session which she'd recorded on my mobile and I lost so many data. I'm tired and upset with myself cos' I didn't pay enough attention to my stuff. Sometimes I feel I'm losing so many things, I don't pay enough attention and my brain is not functioning properly, a reminder of my condition, my depression and the fact that I thought I was doing better but that a single event can make... [Lire la suite]
21 octobre 2018
It feels good to feel no guilt to be, but on the contrary just a feeling of serenity and acceptance to be here and feel. A real feeling of fullness, peace. I met Mrs Hamelin at the MGEN on Friday who told me so many warm and deep things which made me be even more conscious and aware of the preciousness of my life, the chance I have to be where I am. She just told me things that I already knew deep down but to hear it from a person I had never seen before was very overwhelming and deep. I left her office,... [Lire la suite]
20 octobre 2018
16 octobre 2018
Quite happy tonight although sometimes I'm scared but I guess that's normal in life, it no longer prevents me from living though cos' I am aware of it and I acknowledge it when I feel it. No judgment but just observation, sometimes difficult to operate but I manage and everything goes by, time, feelings, fears, just being there is everything. Living and dying I've got the impression frightens me less for what could be worse? Dying then I wouldn't know it. What could be best which actually is? Being which is... [Lire la suite]
14 octobre 2018
The pleasure and joy of meditating, feeling and being whole, inside one's body and mind.
11 octobre 2018
The art of flowering and opening up like a flower, the butterfly. "Happiness is a butterfly, which when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you." Nathaniel Hawthorne
10 octobre 2018
Self-belief and self-respect The path to wisdom and heaven on earth, life itself, the beauty of it and the power of feeling, living and being
07 octobre 2018
Breathing, feeling, heart thumping, beating the rhythm and full spasm of life.
06 octobre 2018
Rebirth, new age, mutation, the willingness to advance, to go forward and to live in the present, always be right here and now slightly ahead and observe without analysing or wanting to change anything, welcome, accept and let go.